it's been a week...

i've been staying at home, watching movie, writing songs, playing piano, writing diary,reading books, learning spanish, doing midi sequencing, daydreaming... since last monday...

is this the life style that i have been looking forward to?

definitely yes, somehow, i feel that something is missing. it's like the puzzle of your soul has missed 1 piece somewhere, or somebody has taken out something from you. you can't really see it, but you can feel it, it's such a strong feeling. i know this can be a very hard time for me but i am ready to take it. as you know, it is very bad, but not the worst. i am glad that i've been through it. i know i can do even better now. give me a little time.

can't wait to see the beach of cheratin! u know, the beach is always a lovely place for us.
gals, thanks for lending me your shoulders, your ears; and now, your eyes.
te amo...